Terror

I was just sleeping a few minutes ago when I woke up because of an awful experience. I was thinking about my job and then I suddenly felt the pressures of it. I woke up with my heart beating fast and in a state of confusion. I'm okay now but still, it's a jarring experience that makes me want to resign. Except I can't.

Maybe I'll have a nervous breakdown one of these days and leave acting responsible to someone else.